Pathetic

I’ve got totally nothing to blog about for the past few days due to mundane life I’ve been on.. nothing much been happening and my mind is rusty currently.. class won’t be starting until jan 11 and I’ve just got an update email regarding my anxiety day that is yet to come.. it has been postponed til early next month.. time has been moving pretty slow for the past few days which I could even stare at the wall into the space without blinking my eye for a few seconds up til a minute? no idea.. so that proves how dull things has been lately.. by the way, new moon movie sucks.. there’s no climax or anything.. it is as flat as a thin line.. and a lady sitting some where in front of me in the cinema practically squeak when Jacob took of his shirt exposing his six packs which looks like rock.. pathetic person that squeak..

While I was on the phone with carol last night, a 5cm or more than that centipede crawl beneath where I was sitting across to the piano next to me.. I woke mum up to kill it.. and the next day early in the morning, mum told me she saw another one slightly fatter then the one I saw last night at the cupboard near the washing machine.. I disdain crawling creatures.. they make my hair stand.. I remember the last time I scream when I saw a black worm on my sister’s table.. the reaction was a reflex.. so can’t be blame I guessed..

For the past few days the weather was scorching hot which makes everyone go through a pre-menstrual syndrome state or maybe it only occurs to me.. but the it has been pouring for the past 2 days I guess.. so what do you do in days like this? of cause you stay in bed as long as you can.. well I practically hibernate the whole day today.. woke up at 10.45am without noticing it was that late already.. normally I got up before 10am.. and I slept back right after breakfast and then right after lunch.. I’ve been hibernating today.. can’t be blame again when you’ve got nothing to fill up your day..

I’m on a countdown lately, 7 more days to christmas, 12 more days to movie marathon, 13 more days to BR and goodbye 2009, 22 more days to anxiety and 7 more months for horsea to be back

It’s just another pathetic days of life i guess..

-A person wasting time like no other signing out now-

hmm..

Have you ever wonder why your in a relationship or you want to be in a relationship? everyone does things differently and with different purpose or without a purpose..some of us think it’s about time to share part of our life with another, some feels it’s a way to cover up our loneliness, a way to move on from the past and so forth.. when your in it and when you make a decision it’s not just you alone.. it affects the other as well.. either indirectly or directly.. that’s the question.. every start seems perfectly fine.. things goes smoothly as it is.. but it’s like a rapid water at times after that.. you might or might not know when things seems to be the opposite direction as you.. feelings and emotions are vulnerable.. they are the most deceitful.. one minute we all feel alright and the next you might not know what you feel.. guys nowadays do have estrogen in them.. I do not mean all guys but some.. the main cause of all this is hormones.. so I guess.. blame it all on your hormones? without hormones we won’t be able to have feelings and emotions.. right no? my point is.. nothing is like a bed of roses.. and no, i’m not relating it to my own.. it’s in general view..having the other person as your friend and a partner are two different situations.. lots of understanding are needed.. restriction and being tied down is not a good solution..

Anyway, Christmas is just a week away.. I never really fancy happy occasions like this for no particular reasons or maybe there is.. but i need to remind myself, that the focus is not on the surroundings but on Jesus..

This year is coming to an end.. looking back, i see a different me..

Coffee Island

Got a call from carol yesterday afternoon.. yes, we all love doing random things.. nian wah came back for her semester break.. so all of us went out for dinner at coffee island.. it’s at gurney..

can you see it says, pork free..

This is our drinks, from left : Blue Hawaii (nian wah’s), Double Summer (Mine), Pink Holiday ( Shona’s), Purple Lagoon( Carol’s)

If you do realize, the three of us are wearing the same type of shirt but just in different colours

Carol and i were calculating the amount we need to pay Nian Wah.. shona’ took this picture without us knowing.. the equation here.. Shona+camera=dangerous

Carol and i decided to pose for the cammy

Shona the mum

Nian Wah the dad, last seen her was last year !

Happy family.. carol the daughter !

One complete picture for the night !

We had a great time together.. and now we are all waiting for vanesa to back.. =))

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Nasty

I bought 6 tops and a dress! sales everywhere and my eye can’t stop looking.. can’t be blamed..

I’m dying to know my results which i do not know when it’ll be released.. *fingers crossed* hoping to get the results i wanted.. hope my hopes are not that high.. do not want to get them crushed.. but again.. (___)

On the other note, come on people.. stop nosing around about other people’s life and go get a grip on your own kay.. if you don’t like what others are doing then shut your ears and eyes and keep your mouth to yourself.. something decent you could do.. the least you could do..

And yes, i can be very mean and nasty at times without limits if i want to or it’s out of my control.. never try me out..

Monday

I was working at Pisa for the weekends.. it wasn’t for PC fair but for the aquatic.. synchronize swimming event..it was pretty fun watching girls dancing in the water.. girls as young as 9 years old.. they are adorable.. here’s a picture of carol, i, shona and emanuelle..shona perform and her team won 2nd overall!

Will be going shopping at queens with carol in another 2hours time today.. won’t be shopping for that long..

Things are pretty mundane for the past few days.. hmm.. nothing much has been happening..

Got an unwanted email last night and it was so annoying.. i never wanted to be counted in when there is anything that as got to do with “it”.. Don’t ask..

Anyway, grey anatomy and the book are my companions for the holidays.. Wish i could fly down to uk for christmas.. only if i could..

My hair is no longer straight as it used to be on the first day.. i don’t mind because the awkwardness is gone.. i better go get ready before carol comes..

xoxo!

I don’t know

My days are on reading, watching grey anatomy and sleeping besides facebook-ing everyday..looks like Grey anatomy got me more into it then reading.. It annoys me a lot when i’m asking a question and i do not get a direct answer.. it’s so simple to just think and give an answer a yes or a no.. i disdain that i had to depend on others to get me around.. just let me get behind the wheels alright.. so annoyed right now.. another thing i dislike is being trap in here inside the island.. what’s wrong about me getting out right there on my own? for god sake..i’m twenty already.. i wonder when can i get out of here..

Anyway, frustration released.. anger gone.. feel much better now.. shall proceed with my watching on grey..hmm..

Books

Did practically nothing today except for playing happy aquarium on Facebook..
Went to queensbay for dinner and i bought myself this
RM39.50

RM44.90

Of cause i picked the cheaper one.. the contents are the same.. so why purchase the expensive one? the only difference is that.. the cover is different and there is a poster inside.. it’s okay.. i’m not a die-hard core fan of twilight..

My next book will be

Yes I know i’m outdated.. movies out but i’m still wasting my money on books when i can just go watch it in the cinema or download it.. but it’s totally different when you read it and you watch it.. plus i’m so bored out of my mind now.. i’ve got nothing to do but Facebook all the time..plus i do not have time when time traveller’s wife movie was out in the cinema.. assignments and exams.. and now i’ve got whole truckload of free time until i do not know what else to do..

Anyway, gonna hit the bed soon

 

New hair

I was so bored out of my mind so i decided to go do something with my frizzy hair..  i decided to go trim my hair and do rebounding.. gosh.. the process kills.. the steamer was so hot i tell you.. makes my forehead n checks so red.. i had to tell the salon guy that it was too hot.. so he adjusted it for me.. i was messaging carol and sl the entire time till my hp died.. it was about more than 4 hours.. sitting there doing nothing.. i was so tired when i got back home.. decided to go have a quick shower and eat my dinner and i knock out on the couch.. seph called me after that.. ♥ this is how my hair looks now..

Side view.. my dye is starting to fade now.. not planning to re-dye it.. and if i do.. it’s gona be reddy orange..

Oh ya.. i already came up with my new year resolution.. and yes.. sl, you can laugh all you want.. i’m still sticking to it.. LOL..

 

Saturday

Christmas is just around the corner and i’m yet to do my christmas shopping! semester break just started 2 days ago.. been going out since then.. as for today, i’ll be staying back at home and talk to seph online ♥

I WANT TO GO KL!